July 11, 2013
Today’s post will be short. It will be short because it is truly all that I can muster. Some days I can write and write and write. I absolutely know that writing has become my therapy of sorts. I also know that I feel better after I write, it is very cathartic. However, this is all that I have in me, and maybe it’s enough.
Dear God, please help me. I want You to take this hurt from my heart. I want You to take away the pain I feel. If there is a lesson to be learned here, let me learn it quickly so that I may stop hurting. I want to do right by You and I pray that I am. I am crying out to You because I know that You hear me. And I clearing my mind and my soul so that I may receive what I am supposed to from You. I humbly ask that You hear me, Your servant as all I want to do is Your will. Please, please, please ease my suffering and let me heal. Guide me into Your light and into the direction You want me to go. I ask this, but know that not my will but Your will be done. Amen.
That is all dear Readers, I am spent.